I dont know what im about to write about or wether its going to make any sense i just know i feeel like writting so im gonna start .....


Thinking about the past few months and how much as changed.How life suddenly went from completly perfect,to better or worse.

No matter how happy i pretend to be
No matter the things i say and do
No matter how i fight these feelings
I cant stop loving you
I cant keep myself from thinking
and missing you more and more each day
I fight even harder,to try and stay away
why? why not fight for what you want?
Getting me know where fast....
Not thinking about the future
living in the past
the young mind will never grow
never expand to what could be
instead of what coulda been

and now the truth begins....
now its growing smaller
the feelings are fading
the tears are drying
the scars are healing
the pain is settling
the heart is sealing

but nothing can fix the lies of wich i spoke of above
yet the truth beholds...
my feelings growing
the tears still crying
the scars still bleeding
the pain still hurting
the heart still broken...


Run and Hide from the feelings you feel for her...
Hide from her to keep from expressing the true thoughts
Never to show anything again
To keep her from feeling like

my feelings growing
the tears still crying
the scars still bleeding
the pain still hurting
the heart still broken...

Yet still hiding the truth from her only showing her the lies....

the feelings are fading
the tears are drying
the scars are healing
the pain is settling
the heart is sealing

Pretend everything is ok...wait your life away...
For always and Forever
The Best Things In Life Are Worth Waiting For